good times...omg, wow. tonight i realized something that i should've realized a long time ago. i know i'm still very young, but in february i turn 16 and i'm growing up so fast. it's really crazy.
it doesn't seem like i left home 8 years, 1 month, & 52 days ago. this long away from my home. away from my family. away from everything i once knew.
it seriously saddens me to think about this, and that's why i don't.
but i've been hating being my age, wnating to get older faster so i can be independent and free, but that's dumb. the older i get, the more respossibilities i'll have and less freedom. i really need to enjoy these years and slow down. have my teen fun. be with friends. do what makes me happy. and thank my parents daily. time goes by so fast and we don't take the time to enjoy it. i need to snap into reality and understand that wanting to rush into adulthood isn't what i should want. from now on i'm going to enjoy being a teenager. i know tons of people that would kill to be my age again, and here i am wanting to be their's. that stops now.
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