it's official

i have the most ungrateful parents in the world. i really do. i do everything they tell me & i do it the best i can, but it's NEVER good enough. it's not good enough that i always have all A's but 1 or 2 B's on my report cards. it's not enough that i clean the whole house everyday while they're working, but the one day i my alarm clock doesn't go off & i end up sleeping in & my parents come home early from work (at 1), my mom comes wake me up by yelling at me and telling me to go clean. like wtf?! i'm so sick of all this crap. i know for a fact that i don't deserve the way they treat me. and then my mother wonders why i never want to spend time with her, because you're a rude bitch! that's why. i haven't done a single thing this summer besides go to a few local shows. the rest of the time i've stayed home and cleaned, and cleaned some more. and it's like right when she walks in the door she finds something i forgot to clean or didn't clean well. i can't wait for school to start. only 11 more days. i need to not be around them so much. i need to go get stressed and focussed on other things. they are driving me insane & i'm scared i'm going to blow up in their faces. oh & get this, she was yelling at me a little while ago and she just came in my room and kissed my forehead. i swear this woman is fucking bipolar or fake. all i know is that right now i hate her. i'm going to wokr my ass off these next 2 years so i can get a 4-year scholarship so i can get the hell out of here. be far far far away from them.