here's something you didn't know

(sorry about the pictures being cut off, if you save them to the desktop you can read the text just fine)

from the beginning, my relationship with dave has been a different kind of relationship.

because of the distance we always said that yes, we were together but we wouldn't want the other to sit by and let something pass them by.

i've always understood that.

the distance is tough, and if someone here came up, i'd take the opportunity.

but part of that agreement would be that we would always be open about it,

and we would talk it out and make sure everything was understood.

but apparently i was the only one who help up my end.

about a month ago he started acting different.

turns out he'd met someone at a friend's get together.

and after a week or two he finally talked to me and mentioned how he had feeling for her but because she came with too many complications and he didn't want to pursue her.

but ever since then, he's been very distant from me.

he's been hanging out with her...all the time.

so today was my breaking point.

i would tell you the story, but here, you can read it for yourself:

i mean i don't even know what to do.

i know i'm done & i've been done.

but the pain isn't any less.

luckily my best friend, matt, called me like right after.

he's great and understanding.

i hate relationships.