Tuesday, April 6, 2010

so here's the problem

my mother dropped a bomb on me.
she's moving back to brazil after i graduate...
and that's not the problem.

the issue is that she wants me to sit here crying & begging her not to go...and i'm not.

i'm not heartless and cold, it's just that after i graduate i was planning on moving to commerce anyways.
so it's not like it's any different...she'll just be a little further away from me.

but she's walking around all bitter like i did something to upset her and trying to not only make me feel bad, but get me to move with her...

is she high?
why in the world would i move back to a country i haven't been in since i was 6?
why would i even attempt to go to college (or take the brazilian SATs i should say) when i cannot write in portuguese to save my life?

it makes absolutely no sense, and she doesn't (or is choosing not to) understand that.

*sigh*
why are things so difficult??

1 comment:

Unknown said...

OH! She's going to miss you :)