3rd blog's the charm!

sorry for posting 3 blogs in one day
hahaha

but i'm dying to buy the iPad!!!
it will be mine!
hahaha

& i finally edited my environmental self portrait
tell me what you think of it because i like it :]

p.s. physics did not ruin my day because we actually had a good day! :O
we're doing some easy stuff for once!!

lying on MLIA

is the dumbest thing you can do...

I recently found out I was pregnant and have been trying really hard to eat healthy and take care of myself for the baby. Today, I was shocked and a little upset to find out that the box of rice I had for lunch was actually enough servings for four people. That is, until this afternoon when I found out I was pregnant with triplets. I feel like it balances out now. MLIA

sooooooooo not true
they just wrote that so their thingy would get voted in
lame.

pleasant surprise

i woke up in a good mood today!
it's like a miracle!
hahaha

i've been somewhat cranky & extremly tired all week
=/

but i'm also in a good mood because:
it's already thursday
i'm going to a movie & hanging with Matt saturday :D
i finally got enough inspiration for my environmental self portrait
i finished 2 (1 whole spread) more pages from the yearbook
and we get to start painting today in art!

but it's a shame physics ruins my day
=/
i'll get over it!
lol

have a good day

I NEED SLEEP!!

i seriously do :[

friday: bed at 12:30am
saturday: up at 9:45am; bed at 2am
sunday: up at 11am; bed at 12am
monday: up at 6:30am; bed at 12am

you see a pattern here??
i sure do =/
i'm gonna try my hardest to not to go to bed so late today
i hope i'm successful
wish me luck :]



p.s. last saturday i had my drum lesson with my sexy friend, Scott, from LoveHateHero & he said i'm actually pretty good! :D he says i have to do a lesson every time he's in town now so that i can become a drummer (what happened was he asked why i was taking the lesson and he didn't accept my answer "oh idk...just for fun really!" haha he says he knows i can be a drummer...i'm a little scared by his amount of faith in me :P

p.s.II. this saturday i'm going to a movie and then hang out with my best friend, Matt, who i haven't seen since we were in 6th grade! i'm pretty excited :D

so here's what's up

cousin left yesterday
mom is all sad now
i don't really care
i'm going to see my buddies from CA tomorrow
also probably going to go to a movie with my favorite boy (best friend :D)
oh & i burned myself yesterday :(

but other than that...everything's the same
lol

back to class

today started a new semester :]

crazy that we're already on our second half of the year!

my schedule is still the same,

but instead of taks math i'm in photojournalism II now

wayyy better!

well besides the fact that it's an all girl class (minus like 2),

a really annoying girl i can't stand is in here,

& the cute boy from my taks class isn't here anymore

but the boy one is fine cause he's still in my english class

hahahaha

thursday

she leaves thursday.

step family

why is it that ever since my cousin got here from brazil my mom has been treating her like the golden child, and my dad & i like the step family?

i am seriously counting the days until she leaves.
i'm tired of my mom treating me like shit because of her.

crazy weather

so it's only January 8th & we've had:
3 snow days (lots of snow on the last 2)
a frozen road day (that cancelled school yesterday)
& estremely cold days

i'm pretty happy, not gonna lie
although it does suck going from place to place
oh well, small price to pay
:]

remember how i said i hated deadlines?

well yesterday during our yearbook workday i got A LOT done.
like i'm talking about a big chunck of stuff out of the way.

i managed to finish a full 2-page spread for neswspaper!
(i am missing my sidebar though but i already got the pic and quote ready)

i also sorta started my next, and last, spread.
but i can't do much with that yet cause i'm not in charge of those pictures,
& i haven't interviewed anyone yet.
but i'll get to it :]

i hate deadlines

like you don't even know how much i despise them!!

it puts a buttload of pressure on me,

because if i don't meet my deadline i get a bad grade & we lose money

...a lot of money!

i have 4 pages to be completed by next friday...

fantastic.

keep your fingers crossed that i make it!

:D

geek alert!

back to school

not too happy to be back but got no choice.

i have a 4 day weekend coming up anyways

:D

& we start over

has another year stared yet again?
has the cycle gone back to step 1 already?
am i ready for this?

most likely not.

2009 has to have been one of the worst years of my short 17 (almost!!) years of life.
it was a year filled with sadness, dissapointment, and lies.
if i could erase it from my life, i would.

will 2010 be the big year?
the year i do something meaningful?
the year something exciting happens in my life?
the year i get a boyfriend?

who knows.

i don't do resolutions because they never get acomplished.
i don't make wishes because they never come true.
& i'm not going to hope for anything because i won't set myself up for disapointment.

what i will do is:
work harder on my career
keep my grades exactly where they are
be a nicer person
work on my many issues
& not care what my parents think of me

now i know that last one was harsh, but it needs to happen.
if i keep letting what they think of me affect me, i'm only gonna go downhill from here.

so there you have it.
& i'm sorry this was such a long post.