bookworm

did you know i have a book obsession?

cause i do.

i recently have read 2 books in 3 days...i'm that crazy lol

this past summer my godmom gave me a kindle for graduation, and boy have i put it to good use!

much like music, there's a ton of free books you can download online, and you bet i have.

well i'm now on a misson to get my kindle sold so i can buy the new one

isn't it pretty??

it's very much like an iPad, but it's main function is reading.

it has all the apps that i have on my iPhone available,

has internet (wifi & 3G)

you can add music

photos

netflix

oh and did i mention it's only $200?

mine is still new, i even have the receipt still

so hopefully i can get at least $90 from it and just pay the difference

i'm all excited for it cause i've had the chance to play on one since a friend of mine has it

:D

constant state of exhaustion

school is wearing me out!

i come home every day ready to pass out.

and on top of everything i don't get much alone time anymore

and to make it better gabriel's mom is moving back to the US so she's also moving in with us

the house is too full

i can't take it

i'm exhausted enough as it is

last thing i need is to be around people the whole time

i need my alone time

i kinda just wanna stay in my room crying for a few days

my parents need to start thinking how all of this effects me

not to mention that i have to clean up after all these people (and they do take advantage of that)

things need to get better

things with my parents are only getting worse with each day.

if they don't realize how they treat me soon, i'm going to explode.

i can sit here and honestly say that i love them ONLY because they are my parents and gave me life.

but as humans, i hate them with every ounce of my body.

i keep saying if things keep this way, once i move out i'm never coming back.

they don't ever let me be happy.

if they see i'm happy or proud of myself they find something to put me down.

i honestly hate my home life.

growing family

nope no one is pregnant

but my "brother" and his wife have moved in with us

there is a woman named Linda, and she was one of the first people my family met when we moved to the US. shortly after we met her, not only did she become an instant family friend but her sons were making their way to the US too. her youngest, Gabriel, was 13 and her oldest, Flavio, was maybe 18 (i don't really remember). for whatever reason gabriel really clicked with my family. during school vacations he'd stay at my house and stay over every weekend. we acted like siblings.

well him and his wife have to go spend a few months in brazil, so until then they have moved in with us to try and save money.

at first i thought it was gonna be a bad idea, but it's turning out really cool!

i'm getting to be close with him again, and also developing a really good friendship with Vanessa (his wife)

it's pretty darn fun!

me & gabriel on new years eve

me & vanessa 2 summers ago