pain

hits some harder than others.

& so i cried myself to sleep, hoping the pain would go away...

productive

i may have complained the entire time i was doing it,

but i washed, hung, folded, & put away EVERYONE'S laundry.

towels, cloth place-mats & the dogs' sweaters included.

(:

2 things

1

i have an amazing father.

i seriously couldn't have a better one.

he totally lied to me!

he told me that he was gonna get me the Kindle like i asked but that it wouldn't arrive until the 29th...

well yesterday i'm in his room watching tv with my mom and he pokes his head in and asks me if i had school this coming up week. when i tell him no he tells me that my "kindle" actually came in and if i want it now, or if i want to wait until christmas to open it. at first i tell him i can wait, but he asked if i was sure so i went ahead and said yes.

he tells me to close my eyes and face my mom. when he put the box in front of me and told me to open my eyes, i see a brand new HP laptop sitting in front of me!!

now keep in mind that i've been needing one DESPARATELY and was way bummed when we didn't go out on black friday to look for one.

he seriously made this the best christmas ever!!

2

i've been feeling alone lately.

not only alone but unloved.

i need a companion, someone to care for me.

in other words i need a boyfriend.

guess whats for xmas??

A KINDLE!!

I NEED

MONEY!

christmas takeover

mini silver/white & pink tree in my room

small colorful tree in the upstairs game room

decoration on the window as you walk upstairs

(the penguins have ours names on them)

decorations on the railing

formal dining room table decorations

big all gold tree in the entrance

coffee table decorations in the living room

medium silver & red tree in the living room

decorations in front of the fireplace

more fireplace decorations

wreath above the mini village

mini village

candy cane throw blanket

kitchen table centerpiece

bowls

yummy candy canes

irony

you know, i've never minded being single.

like yeah i've wanted a companion, but it never bothered me...

not until recently.

i've found that lately i'm feeling kinda lonely.

and it kinda isn't any fun.

but the ironic part in all of this is,

that i have someone who truly & deeply cares for me.

we just so happen to be on different continents.

i've been friends with him since i was like 12.

he's funny and sweet and silly and wonderful to me.

but he's in brazil,

and i'm here.

life can be so unfair huh?

this is him, Tiago <3

HCG

is a new diet i started on saturday.

now let me tell you that saturday & sunday were my "fun" days (aka loading days)

but today kinda sucked...but not really.

HCG is a hormone the placenta produces in a woman's body that attacks abnormal fat (the kind that ends up on our stomachs, butts, thighs, arms, etc) and not only does it desolve it away, but it releases energy back into your body.

so even though i feel good (no moodiness, fatigue, or even hunger), you gotta remember i'm a big girl and like to eat!

so this whole 500 calories a day, & only veggies, fruits, and a protein is seriously kicking my butt!

but the good news is that i only gained 1lbs on my loading days (you have to eat fatty foods on your loading days so you don't feel hunger during the month long treatment) and i wanted to just weigh myself tonight (even though i only write down my morning weight) and i had already lost .5lbs!

a family friend did this treatment (but she did injections while i'm doing a homeopathic oral version which is stronger) and lost 23lbs in 30 days!!

isn't that amazing??

my goal is to have lost, at least, 50lbs by 4/09 which is my prom!

the woman i purchased this from is on her 4th round of treatment and lost 34lbs on her first round!

she went from a size 18, to a 10! :O

and even though i'm what i call a "proportional fat", meaning my fat spreads out and doesn't accumulate in one area so i feel like i look ok, i'm SUPER excited to see the inches drop.

i never cared about the number on the scale, all that matters is the number on the jeans!

if you go to www.diyhcg.com you can read about it some more.

i'll try to post every monday how much i've lost and tell yall how i'm doing (:

they say the 1st week is the worst, so keep your fingers crossed for me!

i have other things to say but i devoted this whole post to HCG so it'll have to wait until tomorrow! hahaha

goodnight everyone (:

ugh

i'm miserable this week.

not only is it the week before i'm off for thanksgiving break,
but i now have some kind of infection in my foot.

it hurts
and itches
and i can't walk on it

is it friday yet?
):

even i

won't do certain things for money.

do i need it?

yes, very much so.

but the money isn't worth the hour or two

i'll be forced to be around you.

you are so fake and i can't stand you.

go back to brasil,

NO ONE wants you here.

and don't you DARE come around my mother

when she is this sick.

i sit here and want to cry,

because i know my mom is hurting when she shouldn't be.

please, whoever is out there,

whether it's god, a goddess, an angel, anything,

make her disappear from our lives.

slacker

yup i am.

but here's 1 of the things i promised.

idk if you know how much my camera weighs,

but lets just say A LOT!

so for me to take this picture of myself is a straight up miracle

hahaha

wanna know another secret?

my friend is reading a story about this group of people who get shipped to an island where they have 3 days to kill each other with one person remaining only or the island gets blown up.

well we were talking about what if this happened to our entire senior class.
wanna know my answer?

i would GLADLY kill people from my class.
there are so many stupid, rude, idiotic, arrogant, full it, and flat out annoying people that i wouldn't mind.

now maybe it's the PMS talking,
but it's my current feeling.

perfect example,
i'm fixin to punch someone right this very moment.
oh & i almost did in first period too.

fun huh?

wanna know a secret?

i'm REALLY tired.
shocker huh?

but here's something you, Jackie, can look forward to:
*pictures of the fully decorated downstairs
*pictures of the tshirts alley & i are making (on thursday btw)
*a really picture i took of myself

oh also i plan on maybe doing some pictures of my parents this weekend
let's see how that turns out
wish me luck

oh btw, took the SAT on saturday
i think i did pretty well
my score comes in in 15 days
please cross your fringers that i make at least a 6188!!

halloweener

halloween is seriously my xmas

i love it like craxy!

sorry

i was sick all last week
& now i'm kinda overwhelmed
but i promise halloween photos will be up ASAP

thanks for the standing by
<3 Isabela

homecoming week 2010

nerd day

school spirit day

before dinner

FCKH8

http://vimeo.com/15550574

please take 5 minutes to watch this

sorry about all the fbombs but it's important to me

remember

my techno love talk?
go here & listen to the song i mentioned

(it's not a link to youtube)

(:

i can't wait

to be 18 & leave the house.

my love

for techno increases with each A day
(:

i have mr.Alex Rosenquist to blame...
him and his trippy music

<3

everyone needs to go to youtube

& listen to Spit It Out (Designer Drugs remix)
it's by far the BEST SONG EVER!!

idk

it's friday
but yesterday felt like a friday.

i had 2 B days in a row
but it kinda sucked.

i'm happy
but i'm kinda sad.

i'm getting a new phone
but i gotta sell my old one first.

i'm excited
but i'm really bored.

have a good weekend everyone.



p.s. this is my 300th post

dateless in dallas

matt can't go anymore because of a stupid band competition.
and since i'm not friends with the one person who used to dance with me ALL night long, i don't think i'm going to go anymore.

so unless YOU can find me a nice date,
looks like Isabela will be sitting at home on the night of Oct. 23, 2010

:/

Auntie Isa

loves her some Luannah <3

[all photos taken by Me]

(my flip flops lol)