Thursday, April 30, 2009
Testing, mashed potatoes & gravy
Mobile update! I'm seriously bored and I'm wanting to try this mobile blog out. Nanny mcfee is filled with ugly people...ugh!
Monday, April 27, 2009
PMS at it's finest
so what do you get when you combine me PMSing (fyi, when i pms, you might want to avoid me), stressing over annoying TAKS all week, and people doing irritating things?
one very angry Isabela.
hahaha i swear, monday i was ready to kill someone! my "friend" was being a bitch, all my teachers were drilling last minute info into my brain, & my mom just kept pushing my buttons. dear lord.
BUT! on the bright side; yesterday after TAKS when we went to chem class & Jeremy and i were flirting like crazy! i'm seriously smitten with that silly boy. he's such a cutie ^_^ i'm hoping this actually goes somewhere, instead of just being another crush.
well i'm gonna go play this little role playing game (i'm lame, i know) & watch a lifetime movie because i'm that bored. have a good evening everyone.
oh! 1 more thing! last saturday i went with my friend to help him pick out a tux for prom and i picked up this little booklet thing about wedding planning. i've been kinda obsessed with weddings since then. so check out what i made on david's bridal website.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
random babble
so, it's about 1 am, michelle's taking a quick nap, & i'm just sitting here with my arizona green tea...not very exciting huh? hahaha
my iPhone is staring at me with it's blank screen as in to say "haha loser, no one wants to talk to you!" & my tea has become an unpleasant room temperature.
so what do i do now...? WRITE A BLOG ABOUT IT! totally.
oh and have yall noticed my new template??? ain't it cute? Jackie made it for me! thanks again, dear [:
this blog has absolutely no purpose.
don't you just hate twitter??? omg, i do! i made one like forever ago to follow one person, & now twitter is like a cancerous growth that's spreading way too fast! ugh, that was a bad way to put it, but still hahaha
oh & my dad got suspicious of me today; all because i said my FRIEND, Jason, is picking me up from michelle's house tomorrow so i can help him find a tux for prom and then we're going out to lunch. uh, hello! i'm not his date, now am i? the kid's like my brother; it'd be wayyy to awkward to see him as anything else. father dearest needs to chill for a sec. lol
well i'm gonna go play around with my template settings and stuff. g'night everyone [:
my iPhone is staring at me with it's blank screen as in to say "haha loser, no one wants to talk to you!" & my tea has become an unpleasant room temperature.
so what do i do now...? WRITE A BLOG ABOUT IT! totally.
oh and have yall noticed my new template??? ain't it cute? Jackie made it for me! thanks again, dear [:
this blog has absolutely no purpose.
don't you just hate twitter??? omg, i do! i made one like forever ago to follow one person, & now twitter is like a cancerous growth that's spreading way too fast! ugh, that was a bad way to put it, but still hahaha
oh & my dad got suspicious of me today; all because i said my FRIEND, Jason, is picking me up from michelle's house tomorrow so i can help him find a tux for prom and then we're going out to lunch. uh, hello! i'm not his date, now am i? the kid's like my brother; it'd be wayyy to awkward to see him as anything else. father dearest needs to chill for a sec. lol
well i'm gonna go play around with my template settings and stuff. g'night everyone [:
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
he's just not that into you
that movie was so funny! not to mention that it had such a cute ending to it.
but the reason for this blog is because of one of the messages in that movie:
when you're little & a boy is mean to you, they say it's because he likes you.
ok maybe it's because i grew up in brasil, but that sounds like the dumbest thing ever! that doesn't even add up! hahaha BUT what i have realized is that sometimes when a boy is mean to you (even though in my case it's a teasingly fun mean lol), it makes you like him! isn't that strange???
this boy in my chemistry class loves to tease me for silly things. [ex. today in class we were doing these equations & i used the wrong one so my answer was way off. my teacher asked someone for the answer and then asked me to double check it. when i said i knew i had done it wrong, Jeremy turns around with a big'ol grin on his face and says "wow isabela, you suck at life"] & i tease him right back [ex. shortly after the situation in the example above he was called on to answer one of the equations and his decimal point was in the wrong spot, so i said "you fail at life, Jeremy"] so we have a little love-hate thing going on right now...and i'm finding myself very attracted to him because of this! =O i must be crazy, i really must.
i love how only a few hours ago i was crying & complaining about a jerk that's toying with my feelings, & now i'm talking about someone else. (yeah, i'm still real upset about "thomas" but i'm trying not to think about it)
sometimes, being a teenager really bites!
oh & have i mentioned what my mother likes to call me now? her little 30-year-old! what the heck??? she says i act like i'm 30 [i'm always stressed about something, getting irritated with things too easily, etc.]! can you believe it?! hahaha silly mother. have a wonderful day everyone [:
but the reason for this blog is because of one of the messages in that movie:
when you're little & a boy is mean to you, they say it's because he likes you.
ok maybe it's because i grew up in brasil, but that sounds like the dumbest thing ever! that doesn't even add up! hahaha BUT what i have realized is that sometimes when a boy is mean to you (even though in my case it's a teasingly fun mean lol), it makes you like him! isn't that strange???
this boy in my chemistry class loves to tease me for silly things. [ex. today in class we were doing these equations & i used the wrong one so my answer was way off. my teacher asked someone for the answer and then asked me to double check it. when i said i knew i had done it wrong, Jeremy turns around with a big'ol grin on his face and says "wow isabela, you suck at life"] & i tease him right back [ex. shortly after the situation in the example above he was called on to answer one of the equations and his decimal point was in the wrong spot, so i said "you fail at life, Jeremy"] so we have a little love-hate thing going on right now...and i'm finding myself very attracted to him because of this! =O i must be crazy, i really must.
i love how only a few hours ago i was crying & complaining about a jerk that's toying with my feelings, & now i'm talking about someone else. (yeah, i'm still real upset about "thomas" but i'm trying not to think about it)
sometimes, being a teenager really bites!
oh & have i mentioned what my mother likes to call me now? her little 30-year-old! what the heck??? she says i act like i'm 30 [i'm always stressed about something, getting irritated with things too easily, etc.]! can you believe it?! hahaha silly mother. have a wonderful day everyone [:
boys are only good for...
breaking hearts!
gosh i'm so sick of them! ok so there's this guy...we'll call him thomas for now...and me & him have been friends for years now. and our friendship was one of those where you instantly click and you feel like you've know that person you're whole life. i told him everything and anything. we had absolutely no secrets. he was like the older brohter i always wish i had. well at one point, early in our friendship, i had a huge crush on him but i learned to put those feelings away because it'd be way too awkward. so a few months go by and we're having some random conversation and i decide to tell him i used to like him. we laugh about it and just go back to being friends. well in the past year we haven't talked much (he lives in brasil so we only talk on msn or phone) because he's been busy at college and me with high school stuff. but about 2 months or so ago we started talking. and he started showing me a side of him i had never seen before. he was being very lovey dovey and cute with me and i was just kinda like "what the heck?" well the boy tells me that he has feelings for me and that after college he wants to move out here...i freak! all the feeling i ever had for him came flooding right back in and only this time it was teice as strong. i wanted him...bad! well here's where things get bad; he has a girlfriend. a girlfriend who happens to be very nice to me because she knows i'm his "best friend". i wanted to scream. as much as she may be nice, i have feelings too. so i pushed her aside and kept talking to him in this new maner. we're pretty much acting like we're dating. he's always leaving me cute little messages & it's "i love you" left and right; i'm in happy heaven. then i don't even know what happened, but something changed. we were rarely talking and he was distant. well i kinda said fuck it (pardon my language) and kept on going with my life. well up until about 30 mins ago we were talking...like we were back a few weeks ago. so now i'm ubberly confused.
now here's why i said they're only good for breaking hearts:
we have a really good friend named kelvin. he met me through thomas and he's a real good buddy of mine. he's going through some tough stuff right and i'm his person that listens when he needs to vent [i'm real good at listening :D]. well he asked me how was my relationship status and how my heart was doing. so i told him i had been talking to thomas again (he knew about the first time) and that i was all confused now.
this is what he tells me:
"thomas is sneaky, he's with this girlfriend but keeps flirting with a bunch of people. remember paty, his ex? he can't talk to her or he'll start telling her he still loves her and that one day he's going to give it another try. and his girlfriend is really good to him,a lways caring for him and everything."
i mentioned how this isn't fair to me and that i didn't know if i should be sad or pissed and he said:
"neither, thomas is confused right now. and right now he's looking for the people he trusts, although he did show this towards you with an exagerated devotion."
i mentione how we've always been good friends and how out of the blue he decided to change that and leave me confused, so he replied:
"isa, he has bad moments just like everyone else, and in bad moments you look for ways to cheer yourself up, even if you don't realize certain things you do hurt others. a long time ago he had commented to me that he really liked you. but him saying this now that he has a girlfriend, it's a bad moment that could end with hurt."
i couldn't help but start crying! how could he do this? lead me on like this. and i'm not the only one. i feel so hurt right now it makes me want to punch a wall!!! and while this whole convo is going, thomas is IMing being all flirty and telling me he wishes i was there to cuddle with him. it made me sick.
so, as of right now, i hate all men/boys with the exception of: my dad, matt, kelvin, & my sao boys.
well it's almost 1 am and i feel like i still have some tears that want to free themselves, so i better get going. have a good day.
gosh i'm so sick of them! ok so there's this guy...we'll call him thomas for now...and me & him have been friends for years now. and our friendship was one of those where you instantly click and you feel like you've know that person you're whole life. i told him everything and anything. we had absolutely no secrets. he was like the older brohter i always wish i had. well at one point, early in our friendship, i had a huge crush on him but i learned to put those feelings away because it'd be way too awkward. so a few months go by and we're having some random conversation and i decide to tell him i used to like him. we laugh about it and just go back to being friends. well in the past year we haven't talked much (he lives in brasil so we only talk on msn or phone) because he's been busy at college and me with high school stuff. but about 2 months or so ago we started talking. and he started showing me a side of him i had never seen before. he was being very lovey dovey and cute with me and i was just kinda like "what the heck?" well the boy tells me that he has feelings for me and that after college he wants to move out here...i freak! all the feeling i ever had for him came flooding right back in and only this time it was teice as strong. i wanted him...bad! well here's where things get bad; he has a girlfriend. a girlfriend who happens to be very nice to me because she knows i'm his "best friend". i wanted to scream. as much as she may be nice, i have feelings too. so i pushed her aside and kept talking to him in this new maner. we're pretty much acting like we're dating. he's always leaving me cute little messages & it's "i love you" left and right; i'm in happy heaven. then i don't even know what happened, but something changed. we were rarely talking and he was distant. well i kinda said fuck it (pardon my language) and kept on going with my life. well up until about 30 mins ago we were talking...like we were back a few weeks ago. so now i'm ubberly confused.
now here's why i said they're only good for breaking hearts:
we have a really good friend named kelvin. he met me through thomas and he's a real good buddy of mine. he's going through some tough stuff right and i'm his person that listens when he needs to vent [i'm real good at listening :D]. well he asked me how was my relationship status and how my heart was doing. so i told him i had been talking to thomas again (he knew about the first time) and that i was all confused now.
this is what he tells me:
"thomas is sneaky, he's with this girlfriend but keeps flirting with a bunch of people. remember paty, his ex? he can't talk to her or he'll start telling her he still loves her and that one day he's going to give it another try. and his girlfriend is really good to him,a lways caring for him and everything."
i mentioned how this isn't fair to me and that i didn't know if i should be sad or pissed and he said:
"neither, thomas is confused right now. and right now he's looking for the people he trusts, although he did show this towards you with an exagerated devotion."
i mentione how we've always been good friends and how out of the blue he decided to change that and leave me confused, so he replied:
"isa, he has bad moments just like everyone else, and in bad moments you look for ways to cheer yourself up, even if you don't realize certain things you do hurt others. a long time ago he had commented to me that he really liked you. but him saying this now that he has a girlfriend, it's a bad moment that could end with hurt."
i couldn't help but start crying! how could he do this? lead me on like this. and i'm not the only one. i feel so hurt right now it makes me want to punch a wall!!! and while this whole convo is going, thomas is IMing being all flirty and telling me he wishes i was there to cuddle with him. it made me sick.
so, as of right now, i hate all men/boys with the exception of: my dad, matt, kelvin, & my sao boys.
well it's almost 1 am and i feel like i still have some tears that want to free themselves, so i better get going. have a good day.
Monday, April 20, 2009
the sims 2 & birthday fun
if you've ever played it, then you'll know what i mean in this blog.
that game is wayyy too addicting. ok so i installed all 17 of them (yeah i own every single expansion pack they have out there) on saturday afternoon & can you guess what time i stoped playing? just take a wild guess. give up? 2 a.m.! i'm such a nerd hahaha. it took me 4 freaking hours to biuld/decorate my house to all my standards. & then i played it all day yesterday too. that game is just too much fun. i'm so anxious for the sims 3 to come out already. that game's gonna be the bomb hahaha. you should go to http://www.thesims3.com & watch the videos and see for yourself how amazing it looks :D
on a whole other note, today is my mommy's birthday! i was making fun of her this morning for turning 43 haha i'm so cruel =P but i believe we're all going out to dinner tonight...i just have no clue where. i made her this huge poster last night with pictures of us throught the years, she loved it! :]
well i better go pretend like i'm working on my english paper. have a wonderful day!
that game is wayyy too addicting. ok so i installed all 17 of them (yeah i own every single expansion pack they have out there) on saturday afternoon & can you guess what time i stoped playing? just take a wild guess. give up? 2 a.m.! i'm such a nerd hahaha. it took me 4 freaking hours to biuld/decorate my house to all my standards. & then i played it all day yesterday too. that game is just too much fun. i'm so anxious for the sims 3 to come out already. that game's gonna be the bomb hahaha. you should go to http://www.thesims3.com & watch the videos and see for yourself how amazing it looks :D
on a whole other note, today is my mommy's birthday! i was making fun of her this morning for turning 43 haha i'm so cruel =P but i believe we're all going out to dinner tonight...i just have no clue where. i made her this huge poster last night with pictures of us throught the years, she loved it! :]
well i better go pretend like i'm working on my english paper. have a wonderful day!
Thursday, April 16, 2009
karl marx
ok so i'm in english right now & i'm bored to tears! we were assigned this research paper over people from the russian revolution like a month or more ago. but my teacher couldn't teach & got distracted with other thing and just recently quit...so we haven't done one thing about this paper while all the other classes turned theirs in. oh and did i mention the 6 weeks end tomorrow? so this paper will be on next 6 weeks. ughhh! my topic is karl marx (the dude that wrote the communist menifesto & came up with the idea of marxism) & man he is so lame! he liked to write and hated the government...big deal! so i'm sitting here listening to 3oh!3 on my iPhone, staring at 5 packets filled with info about him, and trying to fill this outline out so i can type the actual paper up soon. it is due next week anyways. please shoot me. i hate english. writting these useless papers sucks majorly. i'm going to be a photographer, not a historian so why should i care about him??? well i'm going to try to focus on this thing...the key word is try hahaha. have a great day everyone.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
meet my daughter
world, meet my cute little daughter, Allegra Ryann Macedo de Sousa! ok so i take a child development at my school & we had to take care of this very realistic robo-baby. they are so adorable but oh my! little girl had quite a pair of lungs on her! & she was wayyy fragile lol. well i just wanted yall to meet her [:
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
new project
so i've been gone and had no time to blog anymore, but i got inspired today at lunch. there's a new brazilian guy at my school and he's going through all the struggles i did when i first moved here. you can't communicate and everything is just so stressful and hard! so now i'm doing a diary type blog about my life as a teen imigrant. you can read it and give me feedback or not. either way, this is mainly for me. [:
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