Monday, January 4, 2010

geek alert!



back to school

not too happy to be back but got no choice.

i have a 4 day weekend coming up anyways

:D

Saturday, January 2, 2010

& we start over

has another year stared yet again?
has the cycle gone back to step 1 already?
am i ready for this?

most likely not.

2009 has to have been one of the worst years of my short 17 (almost!!) years of life.
it was a year filled with sadness, dissapointment, and lies.
if i could erase it from my life, i would.

will 2010 be the big year?
the year i do something meaningful?
the year something exciting happens in my life?
the year i get a boyfriend?

who knows.

i don't do resolutions because they never get acomplished.
i don't make wishes because they never come true.
& i'm not going to hope for anything because i won't set myself up for disapointment.

what i will do is:
work harder on my career
keep my grades exactly where they are
be a nicer person
work on my many issues
& not care what my parents think of me

now i know that last one was harsh, but it needs to happen.
if i keep letting what they think of me affect me, i'm only gonna go downhill from here.

so there you have it.
& i'm sorry this was such a long post.

Monday, December 28, 2009

best thing i've read all month

(410): She has an album entitled "my photography", which consists of about 80 different pictures of a tractor that she took on her cell phone. I'm all for freedom of expression, but come on.

i freaking love texts from last night!!

Sunday, December 27, 2009

cool kids

(click the pics to make larger)



this is what my friends and i do
hahaha
oh & on the last pic i wrote "xmas" in red on a green background,
followed my "that was invisible to color blind men"
lol

xmas 09

pretty much sucked...
let's just leave it at that.

Monday, December 21, 2009

my best friend is awesome!


so she came over today because she just "had" to give me my xmas present haha
& omg!! it's amazing!!!
like she got me:
*enchanted orchid perfume & lotion (my favorite scent from bbw, plus she remembered that i think it smells like home)
*cotton candy lip gloss (favorite flavor)
*silver bangles
*a mini makeup kit
& the best gift i will get this xmas...
A LITTLE SILVER SPARKLE COVERED CAMERA ON A SILVER CHAIN!!
i freaking love this girl!
she's the best
:DDD